You make me feel folded old like a pornographic magazine shoved between an 80’s mattress. You ghost me host my saddest thoughts leave lingering hope like terminally ill puppies on my words to you with r for READ or s for SORRY, NOPE. You are specialized. I don’t believe in specialization. You withhold words like the […]Read more "physician, search and rescue thyself"
The fact that you know who you are is what made that birthday in the woods possible for me. That, and that you are so brave, decisive, and strong…and that you like to eat gummie bears and are particular about the brand. You love as fast as I do. You told me it was nice […]Read more "know when to walk away know when to beeline for him even if"
Emergency meeting place ashes down sweaty face sill jumped, neck in brace Pyromaniac Me Siren-less, lost un-grieves sooty palms, holey sleeves laughing: charred thick as thieves Bushel and a Peck Me frozen runner, photo frame doily tangram, desklamp name in sprinkled grey dust looks the same Take a good look at Me.Read more "Fuck off and leave us alone"
I never did get angry. And I am still here for you. I am even SORRY that your phone was read on Christmas Day. You are not a broken man. You are phenomenally whole; worthy; and good. Let me know you are okay. It’s the only thing I’ve ever asked.Read more "A lot can happen in three strikes"
If you blame me for loving so often so hard, then you blame me for this love with you. What other heart would keep coming back for more of your precious envy? The searching searing falling never sure pain of you? I’ve loved before. As have you. I can accept without mandate or hesitation your […]Read more "Chocolate covered fingers"
It is possible that I am being made whole. Because nerve and words – delivered amidst a drought of reception on a thirsty plain of slim to none exception – were received by a bitten heart tripping over fallen cans in the crowded soup aisle —- one scar strong heart that longs to beat-be-not-beaten and […]Read more "Sandy"
I’m coming. I have to. I hope you’ll allow it. I hope you’ll embrace it. I hope you’ll be pleased.Read more "A State"